Throughout the last few years I've learned a lot about feminism, gender equality, all that good stuff. But now that I'm aware of it, I'm really aware of it. It's horribly depressing to be consciously noticing the way the world is stacked against me just because of my gender.
Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I took the education red pill. But it feels really overwhelming some days.
I can see into the Matrix, and the Matrix is sexist as hell.