OH no, that's not it... he has family member 1year death anniversaries today, and i sent out a mass text message to him, his siblings and dad saying i was sorry and i'd keep them all in my prayers.
Just because i really felt bad... I was still with him when she died and know how it tore apart his family. And even though i'm not with him, i cant hate his family, who i thought was my family for the last five years, you know?
I was going to leave him out of the text messages, but i thought that would be super mean on a topic like this so i added him in too... and I kind of don't know if that was a good idea now.... I dont know its just an overall tricky and difficult situation, because i still care for his family. Plus its not like i broke up with him... so his family shouldn't hate me right?