Soooooo...I'm here to moan a bit. (As usual.) This time, though, it's about The Kid, who is having trouble dealing with one particular girl in her class (who I will call Sally, which is not her name). It's now at the point that she's afraid of this person.
I have not met Sally, and I haven't witnessed any of what The Kid is talking about. But Sally's behavior seems to take the form of a) intense competitiveness: "What did you get on that test? 97? Oh, well *I* got 100!", and b) belittling others: eye rolls, glares, and point-blank telling people "She just explained that" if they ask a question she believes is stupid.
The Kid finds the first behavior somewhat perplexing, especially since Sally seems to feel anything less than 100% is doom. (Sally has cried, apparently, at getting less than 100% on tests, wailing that it's going to ruin her life. The Kid has actually tried to comfort her at these times.) But the second behavior is extremely upsetting to her. She's afraid to speak up in class, afraid to ask questions, afraid to say anything in front of Sally for fear of being singled out.
Now I have to say, I've tried to tell The Kid to ignore all this, because on the face of it? Doesn't sound all that horrible, does it? But Sally is part of The Kid's circle, and among other things tends to rub The Kid's face in her other friendships. Like putting her arm around The Kid's best friend and saying "I like you, Carol!" while staring at The Kid with a nasty grin on her face.
Basically, we're talking Mean Girl stuff here.
The Kid isn't the only person who has problems with Sally, but I think, because she is who she is, The Kid is sensitive to this particular brand of divisiveness.
Last week, at The Kid's request, the teacher sat down with the two girls, and helped The Kid explain to Sally that her behavior was hurtful, and could she please change it. In front of the teacher, Sally apologized, said she hadn't realized what she was doing, and told Em she would stop it. But after the meeting...disaster, culminating in Sally yelling at The Kid on the school bus that The Kid had "ruined her life" and "shouldn't have told the teacher." When The Kid got off the bus, she was shaking, and she started to cry and didn't stop for an hour.
I've contacted the teacher again (and The Kid was very worried about that, given what Sally said), and I'm going to meet with her on Thursday, but I'm not sure what to ask for. I know the teacher has to look after both girls...but she's also aware that Sally has problematic behaviors, entirely outside of her relationship with The Kid. (I suspect, from what The Kid has told me, that Sally is a bit neuro-atypical, and probably doesn't always understand how her behaviors - especially her expressions - affect others.)
Part of the problem, of course, is that Sally sounds awfully familiar to me. My ex and I went to counseling for a while, and in the counselor's office, he'd be articulate and logical and contrite. And when we walked out, he'd start, and by the time we reached the car he'd be screaming at me, revealing everything he'd said in the counselor's office to be a complete lie.
So maybe this is a bit triggering for me.
I'm trying really hard to focus on The Kid and what she needs. FWIW, she got on the school bus this morning perfectly cheerfully (Sally doesn't take the bus in the morning, just the afternoon). And thanks to our current circumstances, I could switch to picking her up at school in the afternoons, if it really gets bad.
But I honestly don't know how to advise her. I honestly don't know what I expect from the teacher, or what I should even ask for.
I was bullied a lot as a child. The Kid, in contrast, has had really good peer experiences up until now. I want her to keep that as long as she can. I want her to be resilient enough so that she can shake off behaviors like Sally's. But something about this girl really crawls under her skin.
Anybody go through anything like this, either themselves or with their own kids?