Thanks Shakes.
Last night was a horrible night - but today is proving to be so much worse.
I woke this morning to my Dashy-Boy unable to walk properly - he cant lay down like a regular dog, when he stands his bottom is about 15 centimeters from the the floor. He is a Boxer x Staffy.
His back legs are going and going quickly.
I'm facing the unthinkable. We have an appointment for him this afternoon.
I've never had much luck with dogs, but felt like Dash was different. He was my perfect boy.
I've had him for just under 2 months now and never in my wildest dreams thought I could come to love him so much as I do.
He isnt a dog to me, he is my third son.
If the vet says what I fear he is going to say, I have to do what is right for my Dash.
Firstly because I'm a single mother and simply can't afford expensive vet bills. and secondly, because I cant let this carry on because I love him too much to let him go. It's not fair on him, and I'd be a horrible person to do that to him.
Lots of tears and lots of cuddles with my baby, I can't imagine my life without him, but know I have to decide what is best for him.
I'm not sure what is going to happen this afternoon, but either way, he has had the best last few weeks of his life. He has had so much love and freedom.
Love you Dashy-Boy. Always and forever.