Oh yeah, I'll be fine in the morning. ...Unless I really am getting sick. But that's a whole different thing entirely. I just... Well, here is my side of the conversation in my driveway as I was being dropped off:...Don't know if that's word for word what I said, but pretty close. I've been upset with, and felt hurt by, this guy (not the psych major. Totally different person) for five years. I don't know if it would've stuck so much if there hadn't been more things piled on top, but.... Yeah. Anyway. ...I'm thinking I may skip the New Years' Eve dance after this last dance experience.Could we talk sometime? ... There's something I probably needed to talk to you about a long time ago. I've been mad at you for a long time, and it's gotten to a point where I don't think I can just let go of it without talking to you. Partly because I don't know if you're even aware of what's happened.
ETA I think I'm headed to bed before I make myself more down than I already am. G'night!
....And instead of going to bed I talked to one of my roommates for two hours. It was a good, and much needed, conversation. Hopefully things will get better now.