ALERT: Wallowing Pitizen Ahead!
I have nowhere else to really wallow, so I'm just gonna do it here. You can look away. In fact, I kinda recommend it.
My boss is being a douche. I'm incredibly behind at work, have looming deadlines and no will to do the work.
My crazy sister is a moron who expects everyone to bail her out.
My good sister is in danger of losing her job due to school district budget cuts.
My boyfriend is kind of a jerk. (Or his depression makes him seem that way. And I don't know what's worse. Me being depressed or having to watch him be depressed.)
My mother is trying to kill herself. She weighs 350 fucking pounds and refuses to do anything about it. Her older sister died as a hoarder recluse weighing over 800 pounds.
I am also apparently an idiot, who is desperately hunting a second job to avoid ending up in bankruptcy. And frankly, I could stand to lose 50 pounds.
My house remodeling isn't done and I'm so tired of it.
And writing? God, just kill me already. Don't I have enough humiliation and rejection in my life?